I Need Guidance

I need guidance...
Every time, every second...
I want to do the right thing
And I want to do things right...
But it does not happen all the time...

Most of the time, I just do whatever is required from me
As a resposibility..
As a must..
There are things which I thought of not doing but I did anyway..
There are things that I thought of doing and is required from me to do but I did not perform

There are times when I just simply ignore things that are very crucial...
Not because I refuse to do it but because of other reasons...
At times, I lose my strength...
But, to appreciate the time that I have, the ones that I love, the students, everything...
I keep smiling...
Even though I myself not sure whether I am happy or not..
It is just a matter of appreciation...

I need guidance from Allah that everything will be all right...
I need guidance to live longer...
I need guidance anytime, anywhere...