Relieved

When I look back to what Allah has given me...I feel relieved. Allah knows best what I really need. Alhamdulillah.
When I look back, I wished to get things which I do not really need.
When I look back, I was so worried about so many things..
When I look back, I often feel guilty if I did a tiny mistake..
When I look back, I sacrificed my own feelings to satisfy others..
When I look back, I was so shy..
When I look back, I had no self-confidence..
When I look back, I respect others..esp the elders..
When I look back, I loved to help others without hoping for any returns..
When I look back, I dared to fail..
When I look back, I was courageous..
When I look back, I only hope for happiness..
When I look back, I did whatever I could to survive..
When I look back, I could live in Shah Alam and worked in Kl with a monthly income of RM600 for 6 months..
When I look back, I could wake up at 5 and sleep at 10 everyday..consistently..
When I look back, I could easily get along with new surroundings and new people with so much excitement..
When I look back, I had a wonderful life..
My only hope for tomorrow is that..I can always face the day with so much positive attitude. That is the only way I can continously survive with so much appreciation.
InsyaAllah