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I haven't yet to complete my teaching portfolio ~

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Rational vs Irrational

I do sometimes become irrational.
Now...there is another issue to tackle.

The Issue: whether or not to travel for 10 hours after 3 days of
delivery and to return after 7 days stay at the destination.whether
or not going back for Raya and celebrating sister's betrothel ceremony
Are much more significant than my own health. Whether I should stay
There for 40 days so that the 10 hours journey
will be worth it even though I am worried about how am I going
To be treated without my husband's presence and with those who have hurt
me deep inside my heart. Whether I should forgive and forget (is it possible?)
All the bad things done to my feelings just because to make everybody feels
Happy and enjoy. If so, whether that sacrifice will be worth it?

Help me to always be rational.

Relieved

When I look back to what Allah has given me...I feel relieved. Allah knows best what I really need. Alhamdulillah.
When I look back, I wished to get things which I do not really need.
When I look back, I was so worried about so many things..
When I look back, I often feel guilty if I did a tiny mistake..
When I look back, I sacrificed my own feelings to satisfy others..
When I look back, I was so shy..
When I look back, I had no self-confidence..
When I look back, I respect others..esp the elders..
When I look back, I loved to help others without hoping for any returns..
When I look back, I dared to fail..
When I look back, I was courageous..
When I look back, I only hope for happiness..
When I look back, I did whatever I could to survive..
When I look back, I could live in Shah Alam and worked in Kl with a monthly income of RM600 for 6 months..
When I look back, I could wake up at 5 and sleep at 10 everyday..consistently..
When I look back, I could easily get along with new surroundings and new people with so much excitement..
When I look back, I had a wonderful life..
My only hope for tomorrow is that..I can always face the day with so much positive attitude. That is the only way I can continously survive with so much appreciation.
InsyaAllah

Every Day is A New Day

Today is so new for me. Despite of being so busy with my works and children, I keep telling myself that I have to do so many things by myself. In other words, use my potential, health and strength in order to live.

OBE-SCL Workshop Completed

The OBE-SCL Workshop has completed. Alhamdulillah. It will be implemented this coming July for all Part 1 student at the faculty of law. As for me, I am responsible to make necessary preparation to implement the OBE-SCL module for all the part 1 Law Foundation students here. I am glad that I have become part of preparing OBE documentation before implementing it. Hopefully and insyaALLAH, it will be a success.

You Are What You Eat, You Are What You Read

Eat halal and good food, read halal and good reading materials. Take care of your stomach, take care of your mind and soul.

Take the Challenge, Grab the Opportunity, Give Appreciation

Take the challenge....
Grab the opportunity...
Give appreciation...
Those make us feel good.

Knowledge able to put a person on a better standard than anyone who do not have it.
If one of us is given the challenge to pursue a study, then take it. It is a big challenge because searching for knowledge is a struggle..it may be burdensome almost all the time. But if positive thinking takes place in everyone's heart, then that challenge is part of future success.

Opportunity does not come all the time. It selects people...in that particular time involving a particular person and many particulars that will not happen at some other time, so grab it if it comes to everyone of us.

Many thanks to those who helps me to be who I am right now.

Accept Them With Open Heart

I know some people who makes me feel uncomfortable. Well, I use to think on the causes of that feeling but I do not think it is a good measure to solve the negative facial impression as a feedback of not liking these people. What I did to solve this inner conflict is by looking at the positive side of these people and the positive side of myself.

"Human is an err". Thats what I heard since I was a young teenager. Since we are all erred, we do not expect people to fulfill everyone's satisfaction. Some people do not even like the way other's smile...a small cause for a conflict.

Yes, it is hard inside to face this kind of people but Allah is Most 'Adl. With all the patience that everyone of us has, enough to give us strength to face this kind of challenge.

I always remind myself that Allah is fair. If for example I do something to show my hatred towards someone that I think troubled me so much, it does not mean that the troubles are settled. No. It may just cause another trouble.

So, I decided to remain calm facing many kinds of people coz I may be one of them. Let Allah cure whatever desease in our hearts and makes us better persons to carry out duties and obligations in this one single life on earth.

Vision and Mission

Speaking about vision and mission, I am grateful that most of the vision and mission have been accomplished whether in family matters, career, health and also financial matters.

The challenge that seems not to so far been tackled successfully is I am so kind to let others to interfere in my own personal matters. Well I do not want to be individualistic or being isolated in my own beautiful life but sometimes, I can easily let myself influenced by others.....even financially!! OMG! Am I generous? Yeah, maybe but most of the time when people tries to control me financially, I do not feel comfortable, and unhappy when I do not have the $$$ when I need it....not because I do not have money...Hey!! It is just that I give money to others with sincerity but left nothing for myself. I have to change..Please God! These people ha, I cannot control because my weaknesses are there, not able yet to be tackled successfully. Hopefully,.... OOh, about the vision and mission...God please allow me to go there....I cannot tell the destination here. Its part of my goal. Let me successfully take control over my own life. Ameen.

I Still Am Very Happy

I still am very happy...
I use my energy to the maximum level almost everyday...and I feel tired...but I still am very happy. My legs are sometimes feel very weak when I have to walk to and fro the classroom and my room and the quality room...yet...I still am very happy. I often have my breakfast quite late at 10 or 11 and have lunch at 3 but I still am very happy...When I go home and I see lots of things to be done...I use to take a deep breath and I still am vey happy...Almost all things that I do everyday and things that happen in my everyday life...I find that 'Life is Really Like That'...
I always feel very happy because I can perform my Solat on time. Besides, I have a wonderful husband and fascinating little children. Furthermore, I have a career which I love most...teaching. I am surrounded by many wonderful people! Awesome!!!