Happiness

Happiness is something that I have to search everyday. It is not that one kind of happiness able to make me happy throughout my life but it is something to be flourished in every second of my life...like a relationship. One tiny mistake would trigger happiness that we have developed for many years. But mistake has always become part of our lives. To be sincere is not easy unless one is a truly pious. But piety needs to be observed and taken care of. It is hard due to various kind of trials and tribulations. At many times, my piety becomes weak and I failed to face each day with happiness thus I am not 100% sincere on few things. What I dislike is that...people can see it. I can see it in the mirror..or in the photos....unhappiness and sick. Developing happiness is like constructing a hugh building. It needs strength and strong willingness. Sometimes I choose to be miserable like crying, pessimist and those negative attitude even though I do not want to ruin myself with those.