How I Make-Up Myself

To be frank, I make-up myself not only physically but also the other aspects of me. So what are those? First and foremost, the spiritual element. I realize that spiritual strength and beauty come from Allah the Almighty. So, I pray to Allah so that He loves me every second (setiap detik dan ketika atau lebih pantas daripada itu). When He loves me, I get His attention, insyaAllah. For me, His attention is the basis of all attentions that we get from others for an example, attention from parents, partners, friends and so on. Because I know, Allah shows His attention in many ways. I feel secure when I do not make Him angry. Thus, I feel relax, confident and joyful. For me, spiritual strength is the basis of all other strength that everyone see in me.

I Need Guidance

I need guidance...
Every time, every second...
I want to do the right thing
And I want to do things right...
But it does not happen all the time...

Most of the time, I just do whatever is required from me
As a resposibility..
As a must..
There are things which I thought of not doing but I did anyway..
There are things that I thought of doing and is required from me to do but I did not perform

There are times when I just simply ignore things that are very crucial...
Not because I refuse to do it but because of other reasons...
At times, I lose my strength...
But, to appreciate the time that I have, the ones that I love, the students, everything...
I keep smiling...
Even though I myself not sure whether I am happy or not..
It is just a matter of appreciation...

I need guidance from Allah that everything will be all right...
I need guidance to live longer...
I need guidance anytime, anywhere...

Its a Beautiful Day

Its a beautiful day.
Last night, Ika and Safwan came over to my house. Well, thay are going to stay at the house for a few days.
Thank god that they are willing to look after my children while their babysitter are away for the christmas holiday.
What a wondeful day.
Allah helps me in many ways....

Tawakkaltu ála llah...
Insya Allah I will have the peace of mind teaching my students today...
Because my family, my students are part of my life
They are all very important to me...
Thank You Allah.. Alhamdulillah....