I do sometimes become irrational.
Now...there is another issue to tackle.
The Issue: whether or not to travel for 10 hours after 3 days of
delivery and to return after 7 days stay at the destination.whether
or not going back for Raya and celebrating sister's betrothel ceremony
Are much more significant than my own health. Whether I should stay
There for 40 days so that the 10 hours journey
will be worth it even though I am worried about how am I going
To be treated without my husband's presence and with those who have hurt
me deep inside my heart. Whether I should forgive and forget (is it possible?)
All the bad things done to my feelings just because to make everybody feels
Happy and enjoy. If so, whether that sacrifice will be worth it?
Help me to always be rational.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Relieved
When I look back to what Allah has given me...I feel relieved. Allah knows best what I really need. Alhamdulillah.
When I look back, I wished to get things which I do not really need.
When I look back, I was so worried about so many things..
When I look back, I often feel guilty if I did a tiny mistake..
When I look back, I sacrificed my own feelings to satisfy others..
When I look back, I was so shy..
When I look back, I had no self-confidence..
When I look back, I respect others..esp the elders..
When I look back, I loved to help others without hoping for any returns..
When I look back, I dared to fail..
When I look back, I was courageous..
When I look back, I only hope for happiness..
When I look back, I did whatever I could to survive..
When I look back, I could live in Shah Alam and worked in Kl with a monthly income of RM600 for 6 months..
When I look back, I could wake up at 5 and sleep at 10 everyday..consistently..
When I look back, I could easily get along with new surroundings and new people with so much excitement..
When I look back, I had a wonderful life..
My only hope for tomorrow is that..I can always face the day with so much positive attitude. That is the only way I can continously survive with so much appreciation.
InsyaAllah
When I look back, I wished to get things which I do not really need.
When I look back, I was so worried about so many things..
When I look back, I often feel guilty if I did a tiny mistake..
When I look back, I sacrificed my own feelings to satisfy others..
When I look back, I was so shy..
When I look back, I had no self-confidence..
When I look back, I respect others..esp the elders..
When I look back, I loved to help others without hoping for any returns..
When I look back, I dared to fail..
When I look back, I was courageous..
When I look back, I only hope for happiness..
When I look back, I did whatever I could to survive..
When I look back, I could live in Shah Alam and worked in Kl with a monthly income of RM600 for 6 months..
When I look back, I could wake up at 5 and sleep at 10 everyday..consistently..
When I look back, I could easily get along with new surroundings and new people with so much excitement..
When I look back, I had a wonderful life..
My only hope for tomorrow is that..I can always face the day with so much positive attitude. That is the only way I can continously survive with so much appreciation.
InsyaAllah
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Every Day is A New Day
Today is so new for me. Despite of being so busy with my works and children, I keep telling myself that I have to do so many things by myself. In other words, use my potential, health and strength in order to live.
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